| Location | Harpenden |
| Age | 59 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 15/06/1947 |
| Date of Death | 21/10/2006 |
| Visitors | 1,572 since 11/11/2006 |
| Creator |
If some lives form a perfect circle,
Others take shape in ways we cannot predict or always understand,
Loss has been a part of my journey,
But it has also shown me what is precious,
So has a love, for which I can only be grateful.
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Life is mostly froth & bubble,
Two things stand like stone.
Kindness in anothers trouble,
Courage in your own.
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I'll be all right though I may cry
The tears that flow they always dry
It's just that I would rather be with you now
And every time I see that star
I will say a prayer for you
Now and forever September blue
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A fool will lose tomorrow reaching back for yesterday;
I won't turn my head in sorrow if you should go away.
I'll stand here and remember just how good it's been,
but I know I'll never love this way again.
I know I'll never love this way again
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Here in the silence i wait
There's nothing else i can do
It feels like my heart's gonna break
And all i can think of is you
And how my aching arms long to hold you
And show you how much i care
But i'm counting the hours without you
And i don't know how much i can bear
Cos i miss you
More than words can say
And i need you here
In my life always
Yeah i miss you
And i'll always be
Waiting here for you
Til you're back with me
You found a place in my heart
From the first moment i saw you
And you are my light in the dark
And i would do anything for you
Cos you're everything i've ever wished for
The answer to all of my dreams
And i want you back
Home is here with me
Yes i, would be right there beside you
If i only knew where you are
Cos it feels like i'm dying without you
My whole world falling apart
And i miss you
More than words can say
And i need you here
In my life always
Yeah i miss you
And i'll always be
Waiting here for you
Til you're back with me
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Letter to Paul
Paul,
I feel like I have been lost, no headings or flight path. I kept crashing into things, a little crazy I guess.
I’m sorry, it’s just that I’ve never been lost before, you were my true North. I could always fly home when you were my home.
Forgive me for being so upset when you left. I still think some mistake’s been made and I’m waiting for God to take it back.
I’m doing better now. Work helps and my children, but most of all you help me.
You were in my dream last night, with that smile of yours that always held me like a lover, rocked me like a child. All I remember from the dream was a feeling of peace. I woke up with that feeling and tried to keep it alive as long as I could.
I’m writing to tell you that I’m on a journey towards that peace and to tell you I am so sorry about so many things.
I’m sorry I didn’t try harder to find the words to tell you how I was feeling.
I’m sorry I ever fought with you.
I’m sorry I didn’t tell you how your love changed my life forever.
I’m sorry I didn’t take better care of you so that you never spent one minute feeling cold or scared or sick.
I’m sorry I didn’t hold onto you with so much strength that God himself couldn’t pull you away.
Even now there isn’t an hour of my life without you in it.
This message is that my travels with you taught me a great truth.
I already had what everyone is searching for and few ever find. You were the one person in the World who I was born to love forever.
You were the harbour where I was forever home.
No wind or trouble or even a little death can knock down this house.
I will love you forever and remember you always,
Jenny
x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x
So Sorry
Thankyou for you lovely message on my Dads site, my thoughts are with you all, I am sure he meant the world to you just like my dad did to me and I know he will be with you always, in your heart, love Nicola x
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